was in a slump for about a week in a half or so. yesterday i managed to draw something i didn't hate with such a fury and was really excited for the next day since i felt like i was getting back in the flow. but it's really dumb how delicate that flow is and how it can be easliy ruptured by negative emotions. anyway, enough of the vagueness.

maybe i'll draw something today.

fuck boys and emotions.

oh i wanted to redo an old painting i did a couple of years ago of a d.gray-man character

but it didn't end well and gave up on it. i came to the realisation that i did not like the way i painted and drew hair so i am taking it upon myself to learn a different way to do this. i haven't actually started yet as i have some things in the way but

soon

oh dang. new art. i told myself i would try to produce more art more frequently but some days i don't feel in the mood to do anything so yeah.
ok no real backstory to this one, just something self-indulgent since i felt like i was trying hard to break away from what i usually do that i was starting to lose interest in art. so yeah, i really like painting stuff like this. ok bye

4 ver. because indecisive

actually more like posting up all 4 versions of this because i love them all equally, but in the end decided that the last one would be the version i would write my name on. BUT WOW seriously this took a really long time. ok not that long more like 2-3 weeks... mostly because OF THE HAIR there was so much of it and i did not want to slack off on it so yeah. and also the blood, it probably doesnt even look like blood more like ketchup. yo yous got ketchup on your face. and yeah that's supposed to be a hole in her stomach it looked more legit in the original sprite edit and now it doesnt look as creepy.

wtfstuck is my favorite AU and i really love the sprite edits and they are legitimately creepy as fuck but yeah they are really awsome.

Aradia is my bias though. i can always draw aradia. she da best, man.

yeah ok

el cazador

Finally got around to doing a painting! Did not end up being what I had wanted so I cropped part of it. But I am content with what was left. This summer I'm trying to find what I really love to paint/draw but so far it's sort of lead me to dead ends. but I have time.

both of these are from a moleskine i've been using recently. i wanted to experiment with bold colors and patterns, but the first one is more of what i wanted but the second one is my favorite. the character was designed using a monster-girl generator and the result i got was oni girl with avant garde fashion sense. the design has stuck to me as the horned guy from my previous post has too. i hope to depict them in more serious work later in the summer.